Need to talk to someone soon. I'm feeling a little desperate at the moment. Don't know how to IM, willing to learn or willing to just e-mail back and forth.
I think i have felt particularly impatient, depressed, sad, angry and somewhat aggressive these past several days. My eyes are burning, about to give up on wearing contacts for a while, hard to concentrate, ears are ringing out of my head, and the smallest thing keeps me lying awake for hours, only to find I can't get out of bed the next morning to make it to work on time. I certainly don't feel well put together either on the outside or inside-it's all I can do to just get there. Suits and heels are out of the just question for now. I'm lucky if I even get make-up on before getting out the door. I feel very self-conscious about my "professional" appearance lately.
I'm taking Wellbutrin 300mg (actually Bupropion-generic), Nortriptyline 40mg, Klonopin 0.5 (clonazepam) twice a day, and Neurontin, but it's just taking the edge off these symptoms.
I think more than anything I need to hear from some of you who have had a similar history to mine. Because i have such limited time on here, I've had a hard time being able to read the patient stories to find those of you who have been through some of the same health issues as I and/or have felt the way I'm feeling right now. I'm still not good at navigating around the site and it's just frustrating me.
I'm almost 1 month into treatment, started Doxyi 1 week ago and added 2nd daily dose yesterday. I'm still taking pain meds 1-2 times/day to deal with headaches and NACi flu, but NAC flu has gotten a little better. Doc decided to have me take the 600mg NAC at night, stop the morning dose, and go ahead and start and then increase the Doxy. I still feel bad, but appears I will be able to handle Doxy better in general and hopefully the double dose better than double dose of NAC for now.
My naseau has increased again, particularly after taking the NAC in the evening so I am having to take Phenergan to counteract that. I'm munching on soda crackers and diet sprite (not on my special diet) when I can't seem to eat anything else just to activate the phenergan. Apparently I'm having candida die- off because i am craving sugar daily now, and unfortunately giving in most of the time. I'm a smoker, tried to quit a while back until I realized can't fight the stress of illness and quit smoking at the same time (although i want to quit smoking). I know it adds insult to injury.
The plan now is to continue the single dose of NAC, double dose of doxy and add 1st evening dose of Erythromycin next week, then try to increase it to twice a day the following week. If I don't die from all these toxins floating around in my system, I'll then move on to the pulses. I have gotten on some supplementsi, CoQ 10, Selenium, Omega 3, Vit E, C, all B's, Melatonini, what i could afford for now.
Can someone please help?
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Lynn
"Great spirits have always found violent opposition from mediocre minds."
Cpnii, Mpn, CFS, Hypothyroidism, Fibromyalgiaii, Myofascial Syndrome, IBD, Tinnitusii, Hx Partial Temporal Lobe Seizures

Oh baby! Lynn, you're going
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PPMSi-misdiagnosed 2001-diagnosed 2006. Also maybe csf and Lyme -- who knows?! Minocycline 7 mos.- resulting bronchitis 5 months. Deserted by Hopkins neurology dept. and going to private md. out-of-plan. Wheldon CAPi 3/2/07 - 200 doxyi; azith MWF. 5 pulses.
Lynn- Your symptoms sound
Lynn- Your symptoms sound very familiar to me from my first year of treatment:
This plus the nausea is real suggestive of porphyriai symptoms. Have you been doing stuff like the charcoal and lots of water? The sugar craving along with this is probably not candida, although some of us myself included have this too, but the disturbance in glucogenesis from porphyria and the increased cellular absorbtion of glucose by the bloodstream initiated by Cpni, as well as the ATP deficit. Glucose is the answer, and it will help shut down porphyric production. The glucose can even help the nausea and paradoxically restore appetite.
These are really familiar reactions to many of us, so I'm sure a number will chime in.
You IM by clicking the "inbox" link and then the link to send messages, or by clicking the person's name on a post and then "send private message" link.
CAPi for Chlamydia pneumonia since 11/04. 25yrs CFSi & FMSi- Currently: 200 Doxycycline, 500mg MWF Azithromycin, Tinii pulses.
A motto, not an aspiration: "Anything worth doing is worth overdoing."
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CAPi for Cpni 11/04. Dx: 25yrs CFSi & FMSi. Currently: 150mg BID Roxithromycin, Doxycycline 100mg BID, Tinii 1000mg/day pulses; Vit D2000 units, T4 & T3
Lynn, If you still feel so
The difference between what we do and what we are capable of doing would suffice to solve most of the world’s problems. Mohandas Gandhi
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The difference between what we do and what we are capable of doing would suffice to solve most of the world’s problems. Mohandas Gandhi
Lynn, we mostly support each
Lynn, we mostly support each other through this site, as we are scattered over a large area. If you mean you want to TALK to someone in person, you will need to give us a rough idea where you live so that people in the same time zone as you and on the same continent can be in touch with you to exchange telephone numbers.
As regards your treatment, it takes a while for people to be able to tolerated the full protocol. Only go as fast as your body can tolerate. Think that as soon as you have started even on a modest dose you are reducing the Cpni load on your body. We often think of vitamins and supplementsi an benign in terms of reaction, but NACi, Vitamin Di and according to the individual other supplementsi too can give you strong reactions. The good news is that these reactions get better in time.
Michele (UK) GFAi: Wheldon CAPi 1st May 2006. Daily Doxyi, Azi MWF, metroi pulse. Zoo keeper for Ella, RRMSi, At worse EDSSi 9, 3 months later 7 now 5.5 Wheldon CAP 16th March 2006
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Michèle (UK) GFAi: Wheldon CAPi 1st May 2006. Daily Doxyi, Azi MWF, metroi pulse. Zoo keeper for Ella, RRMSi, At worse EDSSi 9, 3 months later 7 now 5.5 Wheldon CAP 16th March 2006
Hello Lynn... all of us here
Hello Lynn... all of us here say, "it will get better" (and it will) BUT while you are going though it, it's tough and frightening. You are sick and have no one who really understands what's going on (except here :)
I will say this and mean no offense to anyone whatsoever -- to read others' words here are encouraging and needed but in my experience I reflect back (and to use an anology regarding new Christians and understanding the words of the Bible), sometimes these well-meaning, encouraging words from those on our forum who are a year or two into the protocol, are like "feeding meat to a baby" (you can't chew it or swallow it to have it do you any good because your level of experience/knowledge isn't there yet!) -- you don't understand it YET -- but you WILL further down the road).
It took me OVER A MONTH to build my tolerance to Doxyi (100 mg) and then it took another month and a half to build up to 200 mg/day. I have been ill since March (actually Nov/Dec o6) and started the protocol the end of May 07. I was not able to maintain my employment because of this illness and am still having pretty rough days of incapacitation. I do know, though, this is the only route we can take to get this bacteria out of us.
Perhaps you need to slow your doseages down a bit, especially since you are trying to work. Pamper yourself as mentioned above, don't try to push yourself or you'll feel worse. Reach out to your higher spirit (whatever you believe in). It will be better, but perhaps you need to take it a bit slower, you will be okay..
Jeanne ~CPNi 4/2007; also HHV6, EBVi, CFIDS/FM; IBSi, prior kidney infectionsi, food allergies, hypothyroid (RAI for Graves in 1998), Adrenal issues (hypo); prior bronchitis/sinus problemsi. 200 mg/doxy & 250 mg AZITH M/W/F, supplementsi
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JeanneRoz~CPNi diagnosed & started protocol 4/2007, also HHV6, EBVi. CFIDSi/FM diagnosed: 6/07; 100mg/doxyi/BID ~ 250 mg AZITH M/W/F ~
1st Tinii pulse 4/17/08- 1 250 mg. tab for 2 days. 3RD pulse 7/7/2008=500 mgTINI:4dayLynn, You are where I was
Lynn,
You are where I was about six weeks ago and I was just on NACi. It's a dark night of the soul and I too felt very frustrated with my lack of energy to read, lack of time to research and just needed someone to TELL ME WHAT TO DO.
Totally agree with Jeanne on the meat versus milk for us newbies. I promise it gets better but the one thing I got from the beginning was to listen to my body. I know I'm getting my old "go slowly" warnings but I promise that if I get hit hard I will be backing down. I want to get better but I want to do it and maintain my job, I have to work so if that requires that I go slower so I can function more effectively I will.
I highly concur that you might want to back off...don't add anything else if you are currently feeling bad. Right now I'm pretty good so I'm okay with adding 2 meds, I won't add the infrared or additional NAC until I feel this way again.
Give yourself permission to slow down, I had a serious mental meltdown and a very generous person on this list took the time to hold my hand via email to offer her # and opened herself to me to keep me sane. The hardest part is given up the person you used to be...but YOU HAVE TOO for now...just temporarily, that's what I've promised myself.
This is a mental as well as physical roller-coaster and this place is my seat belt....we are here for you.
Lisa
Aug 07 - EBVii/Mycoplasma/CFSi/FM, low NK cells. CAPi 10/3 Amox 500mg 2x/NAC 1200mg. 11/6 NAC/Doxyi 100mg 2x;Azith MWF
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Aug 07 - EBVii/Mycoplasma/CFSi/FM, low NK cells. CAPi 10/3 Amox 500mg 2x/NACi 1200mg. 11/6 NAC/Doxyi 100mg 2x;Azith MWF
Hey Lynn! I suffer from
Hey Lynn!
I suffer from depression so I can say, do what you need to do to keep that in line. After 8 years on pharmaceutical antidepressants my natural MD recommended I wean off & take natural like Inositol, SAMe or Lithium for example.
What you are now experiencing will become familiar & with familiarity you will know what to do. You must have glucose (can be purchased cheaply at wine making stores, so I am told) Vit. C for flushing & charcoal caps. These items will sop up the toxins (to put it in laymans terms) It would seem to me what you are feeling is caused from the resulting die off. Until you get the symptoms under control with the detoxifying, I would hesitate to move forward adding any more meds.
I would not take the NACi later at nite. I split my 2.5 grams dose between AM & PM dinner vitaminsi-(no later than 6-7 ish if I am aiming for an early bedtime). Take your time to ramp up your abxi & NAC dosages as it appears, with work & such you are having a difficult time. FYI, when I take my PM vitamins including the NAC too late, it affects my sleep which is heavily medicated.
Take your time...this is not a race. You go at your own pace & I think you will look back on this experience of die off toxins & counsel others as we are counselling you now. Your body is telling you to slow down, get a better balance before increasing anything.
Feel free to reach out whenever you like. I am on Mountain Time in North America. Pretty much anytime during the day you will find someone here. Reach out when you can.
Keep that depression under control! If you ever feel hopeless, call someone you can trust immediately. Some work health plans have psychologist emergency numbers to call.
Blessings for a complete well paced recovery
CFIDSi/ME 25yrs, FMSi, IBSi, EBVi, Cpni, (insomnia - melatonini, GABA, tarazadone, temazepam, novocyclopine, allergy formula, 2 gm tryptophan), Natural HRT peri-M, NAC 2.5 gm, 6-07 Doxy 200 mg day pm, Azith 375 mg M/W/Fday, 10-30-07 3rd pulse 2 X 250 mg 2day
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CFIDSi/ME 32 yrs, FMSi,
IBSi, EBVi, CMV, Cpni, chronic insomnia, Lymes, HME, Natural HRT peri-M, NACi 2.5 gm, 6-07 Doxy 200 mg day pm, Azith 375 mg M/W/Fday, Pulse#13 1240 mg X 3 days 8-7-08I suppose just following
I suppose just following what Doc wanted me to do, I don't know if he thinks I should just dive in head first or what. But truly the Doxyi does not make me feel near as bad as that one dose of NACi. He even suggested if it doesn't get better I may need to switch to L-Methionine. Are you familiar with that?
Lynn
Chlamydia Pneu, Mycoplasma Pneu, Inflammatory Bowel Diseasei, Tinnitusi, History of Fibromyalgiai, Partial Temporal Lobe Seizures, CFSi, Chronic Candida and EBVi
NAC 600mg, Doxy 200mg, Methyl B-12 Injections, supplements and vi
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Lynn
"Great spirits have always found violent opposition from mediocre minds."
Cpni, Mpn, CFS, Hypothyroidism, Fibromyalgiai, Myofascial Syndrome, IBD, Tinnitusi, Hx Partial Temporal Lobe Seizures
Ok, Jim. This makes snese
Ok, Jim. This makes snese because I really didn't feel like it was candida die-off, sugar craving feels different. Haven't tried charcoal-what form does it come in and do I get it OTC at health food sotre? Do you mean take glucose or just go ahead and eat some sugar?
Where can iread more about the glucogenesis, porphyric, ATP deficit?
Should I be taking DHEAi also?
Thanks for the im note.
Lynn
Chlamydia Pneu, Mycoplasma Pneu, Inflammatory Bowel Diseasei, Tinnitusi, History of Fibromyalgiai, Partial Temporal Lobe Seizures, CFSi, Chronic Candida and EBVi
NAC 600mg, Doxyi 200mg, Methyl B-12 Injections, supplements and vi
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Lynn
"Great spirits have always found violent opposition from mediocre minds."
Cpni, Mpn, CFS, Hypothyroidism, Fibromyalgiai, Myofascial Syndrome, IBD, Tinnitusi, Hx Partial Temporal Lobe Seizures
Lynn, just a comment about
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PPMSi-misdiagnosed 2001-diagnosed 2006. Also maybe csf and Lyme -- who knows?! Minocycline 7 mos.- resulting bronchitis 5 months. Deserted by Hopkins neurology dept. and going to private md. out-of-plan. Wheldon CAPi 3/2/07 - 200 doxyi; azith MWF. 5 pulses.
Oh, Lisa, thank you for
Oh, Lisa, thank you for nailing the "hardest part is giving up the person you used to be...but YOU HAVE TOO for now..." I know I get stuck in this place so often. I keep going back in my mind to what I used to accomplish while I sit/lay and look at my dirty house that used to be spotless, along with the dirty dishes in the sink, clothes that need washing piled high, lawn that needs mowing, flower bed that needs trimming, etc. etc. etc.
But my energy has to go straight for work. Thank you for validating that this is a mental rollercoaster as well and not just a physical one. I'm going to do my best to remind myself of that when I feel like raging or giving up.
Lynn
Chlamydia Pneu, Mycoplasma Pneu, Inflammatory Bowel Diseasei, Tinnitusi, History of Fibromyalgiai, Partial Temporal Lobe Seizures, CFSi, Chronic Candida and EBVi
NAC 600mg, Doxyi 200mg, Methyl B-12 Injections, supplements and vi
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Lynn
"Great spirits have always found violent opposition from mediocre minds."
Cpni, Mpn, CFS, Hypothyroidism, Fibromyalgiai, Myofascial Syndrome, IBD, Tinnitusi, Hx Partial Temporal Lobe Seizures
Lynn- The page for
Lynn-
The page for porphyriai and it's treatment is here:
http://www.cpnhelp.org/secondaryporphyria
It's a bit too long and detailed, but a couple of reads will help (we really need to revise and simplify some things, but no one has the time!). Scroll down the page to where it says "Excerpted from: THERAPY OF CHRONIC CHLAMYDIAL INFECTIONSi INCLUDING THEIR ASSOCIATED PORPHYRIA AND VITAMIN B12 DEFICIENCY: SEVENTH VERSION" and look at the recommendations. It will include the things on charcoal and other porphyria measures, incuding use of glucose.
The material on gluconenisis is actually in the Mitchell/Stratton patent, I'm not sure if I can comb through it to find the reference for you. It's more than you need to know right now anyway.
Personally, I have not found chlorella to be an effective antiporphyria measure, and there is only anecdotal evidense that it functions in this way at all, for some people. More reliably, you can sequester the fat soluble porphyrins which tend to get reabsorbed by using:
Charcoal-- 12 capsules 2-3x per day... but you have to not take it within 2 hours of meds or food, so it can really be tough to time.
Cholestyramine (Questran) or Welchol- prescriptions which bind cholesteroli and also porphyrins. Pricier but more effective than charcoal I think, and can be taken with food.
CAP for Chlamydia pneumonia since 11/04. 25yrs CFSi & FMSi- Currently: 200 Doxycycline, 500mg MWF Azithromycin, Tinii pulses.
A motto, not an aspiration: "Anything worth doing is worth overdoing."
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CAPi for Cpni 11/04. Dx: 25yrs CFSi & FMSi. Currently: 150mg BID Roxithromycin, Doxycycline 100mg BID, Tinii 1000mg/day pulses; Vit D2000 units, T4 & T3
Some people are reporting
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Combined Antibiotic Protocol minocycline, azithromycin, metronidazolei for muscle pain, insomnia, interstitial cystitisi, sinus, disphonia, dry eyes, stiff neck, veins, thyroid, TMJ.
Worth overdoing... some
Worth overdoing... some excerpts from the patent--
CAP for Chlamydia pneumonia since 11/04. 25yrs CFSi & FMSi- Currently: 200 Doxycycline, 500mg MWF Azithromycin, Tinii pulses.
A motto, not an aspiration: "Anything worth doing is worth overdoing."
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CAPi for Cpni 11/04. Dx: 25yrs CFSi & FMSi. Currently: 150mg BID Roxithromycin, Doxycycline 100mg BID, Tinii 1000mg/day pulses; Vit D2000 units, T4 & T3
Thank you for pulling this
Thank you for pulling this together for me, Jim. Unfortunately, I am on a low carb, low fiober diet right now for my IBD (small intestines won't digest things very well!) However, i will comb through the rest of this as it appears to be very useful information!
Thanks for answering and for being available, truly.
Lynn
Chlamydia Pneu, Mycoplasma Pneu, Inflammatory Bowel Diseasei, Tinnitusi, History of Fibromyalgiai, Partial Temporal Lobe Seizures, CFSi, Chronic Candida and EBVi
NAC 600mg, Doxyi 200mg, Methyl B-12 Injections, supplements and vi
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Lynn
"Great spirits have always found violent opposition from mediocre minds."
Cpni, Mpn, CFS, Hypothyroidism, Fibromyalgiai, Myofascial Syndrome, IBD, Tinnitusi, Hx Partial Temporal Lobe Seizures
Lynn, My irritable bowel
The difference between what we do and what we are capable of doing would suffice to solve most of the world’s problems. Mohandas Gandhi
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The difference between what we do and what we are capable of doing would suffice to solve most of the world’s problems. Mohandas Gandhi
Laptop and desktop computers
Laptop and desktop computers are down, I feel lost not being able to stay in touch with you all. Hopefully I'll be able to get back on back Wednesday or Thursday.
Lynn
Chlamydia Pneu, Mycoplasma Pneu, Inflammatory Bowel Diseasei, Tinnitusi, History of Fibromyalgiai, Partial Temporal Lobe Seizures, CFSi, Chronic Candida and EBVi
NAC 600mg, Doxyi 200mg, Methyl B-12 Injections, supplements and vi
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Lynn
"Great spirits have always found violent opposition from mediocre minds."
Cpni, Mpn, CFS, Hypothyroidism, Fibromyalgiai, Myofascial Syndrome, IBD, Tinnitusi, Hx Partial Temporal Lobe Seizures
Lisa or Jim or anyone -- So
Lisa or Jim or anyone --
So encouraged by Lynn's brave plunge into the CAPi.
I'm on Erythromycin for a severe case of bronchitis. Can Erythro be substituted for the Azithro/Roxi/Biaxin in the CAP?? I tolerate Erythro very well so if it can be used instead of other macrolides, it would be such an enormous help to me.
Also, is it absolutely 100% necessary to include NACi? I know the answer, but keep hoping there is some "wiggle room."
Still here!
denise
63 year old woman feels like 80! CFSi since 1998. Severe fatigue. Tested positive for CPN 3/07. Severe reaction to azithro (begun slowly in 5/07) - stopped. Working with nutrition, vitaminsi before starting more abxi.
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63 year old woman feels like 80! CFSi since 1998. Severe fatigue and awful reverse sleep main symptoms. No Fibro. Tested positive for CPN 3/07. Severe reaction to azithro (begun slowly in 5/07) - stopped.
Denise- Erythromycin is
Denise- Erythromycin is listed under macrolides in the Mitchell/Stratton patent materials as anti-chlamydial in the RB form. I seem to vaguely remember that they found it problematic in long-term useage, but please don't quote me on that as it's been a couple of brain-fogged years since that conversation with Dr. Stratton. I would have your doctor talk to Dr. Stratton directly on this.
CAP for Chlamydia pneumonia since 11/04. 25yrs CFSi & FMSi- Currently: 200 Doxycycline, 500mg MWF Azithromycin, Tinii pulses.
A motto, not an aspiration: "Anything worth doing is worth overdoing."
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CAPi for Cpni 11/04. Dx: 25yrs CFSi & FMSi. Currently: 150mg BID Roxithromycin, Doxycycline 100mg BID, Tinii 1000mg/day pulses; Vit D2000 units, T4 & T3
Denise- almost forgot. The
Denise- almost forgot. The NACi can be taken later-- Sarah did not start on anti-EBi programme (like the British spelling?) until the end of her CAPi-- or done more gradually along the way. We like it earlier because it is protective of the liver, but like everything on the CAP, you have to find your own pace. We tend to think that the most important thing first is to stop replication (ie doxyi and azith) as this is the phase that uses the most of our energy and increases/spreads the infection. So I'd get that first and then winnow down the EB's as you can tolerate.
But... If you are having really strong reactions to it, it suggests that you have a big load of EB"s, which means that they are waiting there to infect more cells. So it's a good idea once you've stabilized on the other abxi to also start to winnow those down. You could also try amoxicillini, which was the first agent Dr. Stratton used against EB's, and see if your reaction is any different.
CAP for Chlamydia pneumonia since 11/04. 25yrs CFSi & FMSi- Currently: 200 Doxycycline, 500mg MWF Azithromycin, Tinii pulses.
A motto, not an aspiration: "Anything worth doing is worth overdoing."
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CAPi for Cpni 11/04. Dx: 25yrs CFSi & FMSi. Currently: 150mg BID Roxithromycin, Doxycycline 100mg BID, Tinii 1000mg/day pulses; Vit D2000 units, T4 & T3
Jim, Thank you so very,
Jim,
Thank you so very, very much for all the generous info. I am so happy that Erythro could be a substitute for azithro or biaxin. That gives me hope about being able to do the CAPi. I will see if my MD will call Dr. Stratton.
I noticed that being on Erythro for the first time in years, I felt so much better overall -- not just relief of bronchitis, but more energy, that heavy leaden feeling somewhat lifted -- classic response to abxi huh? It was like a resurrection -- such a blessing.
When I told a friend here of my experience with Erythro, she noted that Erythro kills Cpni. I had no idea of this. And suddenly thanks to your comments and hers, I feel like there is hope for me to begin the CAP.
I was very dubious about my ability to tolerate azithro and wasn't sure about Biaxin, so this is the answer to a prayer. Sorry to get so worked up over this, but with my reaction to Erythro, it makes moving ahead with the CAP really feasible for me. It also makes it clear that if I am feeling so much better with an abxi, then there are TONS of little bacteriae running around that need to be cleared out.
I'm taking 1,000mg/day and no side effects except for a little queasiness (I take it with food) and a little fatigue and sleepiness after I take it. Of course, I've just been on it for 3 days. I hope this lack of negative reactions isn't a bad sign?
And thanks for the comments re NACi which I had big problems with. I so want to start the CAP and all of this is what I needed to hear. Thank you again Jim.
denise
P.S. I'm beginning to wonder if I don't just have Cpn alone as my "CFSi" has no fibro accompanying it at all, no orthostatic intolerance etc. Although my Epstein Barr tests positive. Anyhow, onward, lift the sails, clear the decks, we're moving out of port!
63 year old woman feels like 80! CFS since 1998. Severe fatigue. Tested positive for CPN 3/07. Severe reaction to azithro (begun slowly in 5/07) - stopped. Working with nutrition, vitaminsi before starting more abx.
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63 year old woman feels like 80! CFSi since 1998. Severe fatigue and awful reverse sleep main symptoms. No Fibro. Tested positive for CPN 3/07. Severe reaction to azithro (begun slowly in 5/07) - stopped.