Hothouse flower

I am getting to the point that under good conditions I can have what I call a normal (for me) life

I am doing much better than five years ago

I can work at non strenous jobs part time can get exercise twice a week and get some sleep at night

But  to my surprise I am still a hothouse flower

Recently I went to a workshop in the desert and camped for a few days  It was hot ( I don't do well in heat and cold ) I did not have the chance to lay down which I do frequently in my everyday life etc

I had a very hard time sleeping and got to the point where I could not walk very far I had to get into my car to get from point to point even short distances.

I became so fatigued that I started overeating  (what I do when I get very fatigued) and could not get enough electrolyte drinks 

I ran out of gas while others seemed to handle the stress well They could work harder than me get to sleep and get up and work the next day

it shows me how much progress I need to make

Disappointed

Thanks

Comments

Homina, I have said for years

Homina, I have said for years that we are the fortunate ones.  We are doing a positive thing that gives us great hope.  I also say that I should have been dead ten years ago, and I am serious.  This can take a long time for those of us who have unknowingly "nurtured" it for years.

Stay with it - it is obviously working.

Rica

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