I came across a page by a llmd who says that bartonella supresses the immuneⁱ system so much that it cannot produce an antibody to babesia, lyme or bartonella. Thus if someone has bartonella as a co-infection this may be why they are not producing antibodies to lyme or babesia or bartonella itself. So apparently by treating bartonella a person may become seropositive to lyme, babesia and bartonella and even other infectionsⁱ etc etc

So then i did a bit of research on bartonella

I came across an article that said that c pneumoniae antiboties cross react with bartonella infections. Has anyone ever heard of this?

These are my thoughts tonight...the random feelings and the need to put it on paper

I think I need lipitor. I think I need to chelate my facial veins. My good dr told me that the pain areas i felt on the minocin are a location of where veins reach the face. Are my facial veins artheriosclerotic from CPNⁱ?

If the lipitor dose is 80mg would it be impossible to tolerate (on the liver) while being on roxyⁱ and rif, plus 15 days of metroⁱ??? ( my future combo )And this doesnt even take into consideration LDNⁱ and vitamin Dⁱ. Somehow i cant see it possible to toleratre, but i need to do something to reduce my brain lesions. I cant get in there ( to my brain )with the abxⁱ because the die off is too severe and my body goes into a shock like die off when abxⁱ reach my brain. 

I was doing well on doxyⁱ, metroⁱ, zithro for some time but I couldnt get past a certain point. I felt like each dose was just maintaining me but not curing me. My docter and I decided to try out the antibiotic suprax ( used for lyme ) to see how i would react. I got sick on it and with nothing else in the house and it being a weekend, I tried whatever i had in the cubbord ( which was keflex ). When It seemed that keflex was working i asked dr if i could stay on it. I was on metro and keflex

Results:

Bad stupid move. It worked for a while but then body pains started. I figure cpnⁱ started to re-multiply and that the reason keflex worked for a while was because it was working on other co-pathogens related to my dental issues and overall complex MSⁱ burden.

Please help me Im overwhelmed. At the very least, let me know what your gut feeling thinks

My situation with these meds is just insane. I dont even know where to begin. I feel perplexed and confused because trial and error keeps giving me answers that leave too much room for reasonable doubt.

I do know that I have cpnⁱ in me because ive tested positive for it via pcrⁱ and in the past antibody positive as well.

Yet, the problem is that I also have problems in the facial area which respond to keflex. ( keflex doesnt work on cpn)

I am on continous metronidazoleⁱ and have been for  a long time and ive been playing with other varios abxⁱ to see what works best.

Cannot get the past the point of small pressure in center of face. area of concern expands when dose of abxⁱ is missed. Have been on continuous metroⁱ and doxy since oct, went off zithro at the time because of yellowing skin.

This week dr and I did a trial to conform lyme since infection is now localized for some time. Went off doxy and onto suprax... result... got ill, pain area spread rapidly, sore dry eyes and facial swelling.

Going back to cpnⁱ protocol and will try another trial and error for staph if possible

Anyway... lyme has been ruled out.. again.. lyme has been ruled out . 

So does anyone know a drug that treats staph and not cpn?

Thanks

P.S I hope everyone is well

Hello there

Just a random update. I am on continuous metroⁱ at 500 x 2 per day and doxyⁱ 100 x 2 per day and zithro 250 x every other day. I feel fantastic. I have a brain again. I dont know that Im going to get fully better yet, but this protocol has given me such an improved quality of life. For those who dont know me, when i came here, I was unemployed laying in bed in unbareable pain, brain fried, and suicidal. Im about 6-7 months into treatment and I feel sooooo much better. I got increased improvement when I upped the doxy for that one month to 400 and also now when im on continuous metro Ive noticed again increased improvement. Im going to return to 400 doxy soon and take a metro break, but not quite yet because i want to enjoy the peace of feeling good.

Has anybody seen this movie? Its about a girl with chronic illness ( cancer) who is going to die. As a coping stratagy she dates 1 screwed up man per month and dedicates her full strength and unselfish emotional capacity to loving him, being real with him and teaching him to love. At the end of the month , she has changed his life for the better becauase she has helped him see himself and change his narcissistic ways. Finally, she abruptly leaves him on the 31st of each month and moves onto the next subject with the justification that that she has forever changed each mans life for the better.

I did a pulse last week. I lasted 3 days and then barfed a bunch and gave up. 400 doxyⁱ is a problem with pulsing but i dont know what else to do because what if this is lyme? Im going to attempt another pulse next month and im going to do a better preperation.

Today i feel really really down, just because this whole situation just sucks. Im tired of being judged by people, because nobody knows why im not working, nobody knows how much i suffer, nobody knows how damn strong i am to go through all this crap, and all i get is looked at like im some unmotivated weak life failure. It kills me because who i am is so far from what ive become and this quality of life that im living is more than any human should have to bare.