So here I stand at the threshold of one year on the site, having completed 13 purgatory pulses and still bitching about the fact that my most painful ailments are still with me. But what have I got to bitch about, after all I now have a pratically full head of hair, my sinuses are much less painful, I can breath better and I at times enjoy a couple of tummy pain free days in a row. Added to that I constantly remind myself that I have been suffering from a Cpni infection since my early childhood, and it has persisted all my life, so its not going to go away in 9 months...
Maybe the reason I'm bithcing is because this is the post pulse period and I often feel worse in the first four days after the pulse than at any other time. (Last pulse being the exception) These exceptions are so hard to take, I start thinking this is it, I have turned a corner... no more post pulse fall out, but no, it was just kidding... Its back.
Another thing that has puzzled me is the fact that Ella and I seem to be catching cold after cold at the moment, they don't last long, which is great but it wears you down to be ill every month or so. It particularly wears Ella down as she gets very fatigued when she is unwell and all her functions go backwards, not badly but enough to make it more difficult to do her work. I expect that our immunei systems are being overhauled by the CAPi and is feeling the effects.
To keep you updated with what is happening with Ella, her right hand is still not good, she is quite staggery at the moment and she is also struggling with things at work. The MD has always been uncomfortable about having her back, and he has engineered a new position for the two people who are doing what Ella used to do (previously to her last relapse) to apply for with added responsibilities. Needless to say Ella is not prepared to take on extra responsibilities at this present time so she is unable to apply for it. After an initial preriod of despondancy and confusion, she has once again bounced back and is making it plain to them that she knows what they are doing and laying out a few different options for some sort of continued employment. She is also keeping detailed records of what is going on and making sure that what she says is taken as she meant it and not as they would like to hear it, so that in the future, if she feels like it she may be able to take her case to the employment tribunal. The organisation she works for is fully funded by the Arts Council of England, who have a very prominent disability inclusiveness policy and it would be very bad form for her organisation to be seen to go against that policy.
However, she feels that the time has come to concentrate on her health and what she wants to do with her life. Luckily if she is careful with her money she will be able to manage on national insurance benefits.
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Michèle (UK) GFAi: Wheldon CAPi 1st May 2006. Daily Doxyii, Azi MWF, metroii pulse. Zoo keeper for Ella, RRMSii, At worse EDSSii 9, 3 months later 7 now 5.5 Wheldon CAP 16th March 2006

Michèle, it certainly
Michèle, it certainly sounds as though Ella has all her marbles working: the Arts Council won't like at all being seen to go against their much vaunted disability inclusive policy: maybe the mere threat of the tribunal would be enough. On the other hand it might make things generally unpleasant at work, which won't be good for her. I know that even now, if I am stressed about something I can go from gliding along to stumbling about at the drop of a hat.
On the other hand it would be nice to see a few more glass sculptures, maybe you both working together, which would be good for you as well........Sarah
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Hi Michele, Your news is
Started CAP in June 2006 for treatment of brain fog and memory issues, allergies.
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On CAPi since June 2006 for high blood pressurei, nasal allergies, restless legs, memory and cognitive problems. Currently: Doxyi 200 mg/day; Azith 250 mg 3X/wk; Flagyli pulses every three weeks 400 mg 3X/day for 5 days
Michele, It sounds like you
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On Wheldon protocol for MSi since April, 2006. doxyi 200 mgs daily, zithromax 250 mgs 3x/ week , Flagyli Pulses start end Sept., LDNi 2004. Gad-enhanced MRI of brain and spine shows NO NEW DISEASE ACTIVITY and one lesion diminishing in size on 9/30.